“Truthfully”: Thine Own Self
Sometimes I wonder why I do this.
This is another episode I have vivid, fond memories of that left me sorely disappointed. It’s not that I think “Thine Own Self” is particularly bad, and in fact I’d go so far as to say there’s a lot to recommend in it. But it couldn’t live up to the position it had in my memory, and there’s some writing decisions made in it I’m pretty vehemently opposed to. I mean, just look who wrote the teleplay: I should have known. A lot of this season has surprised me by how little enthusiasm I can muster for it, especially on Star Trek: Deep Space Nine where we’re at the tail end of a stretch of episodes that are all peerlessly iconic to me, but which I wound up writing some fairly mixed things about after I sat down with them again this time. This should be my absolute favourite era, and while there’s a lot of it I do like, there’s just as much, if not more, that I’m finding myself at more of a distance from then I ever expected.
I suppose in some ways this episode is a perfect microcosm for my entire experience with Star Trek: The Next Generation over the course of my journey with Vaka Rangi. It’s not an episode I recall watching during the original run, but I do distinctly remember seeing screenshots from it in calendars, guide books, magazines and that sort of thing. I saw it for the first time (that I can place) as part of TNN’s reruns in the early 2000s and thought it was utterly beautiful. I remember the subplot about Deanna Troi taking the Bridge Officer Exam and getting promoted beat-by-beat, but it’s Data’s story on Barkon IV that was the most iconic. The makeup work on the Barkonians is some of the most striking in the series, and shots of them, alongside Data in rustic mountain clothes with part of his circuitry exposed, are among the defining moments of this whole year.
Some of the writing here is nothing short of poetic (the title, for one): Talur’s speculation that the amnesiac Data is an “Ice-Man” from the “Vellorian Mountains” whose superhuman strength is an inherited trait amongst his people to help them “fight off the wild beasts that roam the mountains” is an absolutely spellbinding bit of worldbuilding. It’s evocative and haunting in a way Star Trek hardly ever is, and it captures the imagination in a way typically reserved for, let’s face it, superior genre fiction franchises. “Thine Own Self” also boasts one of the single greatest lines in the entire series, if not the franchise, bar none: When Gia comments that her mother passed away, she tells Data “Father said she went to a beautiful place, where everything is peaceful and everyone loves each other and no one ever gets sick.…