Hey all. It’s not the Broadchurch post. Sorry. That’ll go up tomorrow. I need to use the big Monday post for something else this week. Because there’s a chance that when the Capaldi era of TARDIS Eruditorum ends I’m going to retire as a blogger. I don’t really want to do this, but there’s some things that have to happen for me to be confident that I can avoid it. Most of them involve the Patreon going significantly higher than it currently is. Like, to around $600 a post. I’ll explain the details below.
Three years ago, when Jill and I moved to Ithaca, she took a significant pay cut to do it, and in order to make the finances work I had to take up a part time job. I haven’t made a big fuss out of this because I enjoy some measure of privacy, but it’s been the big reason why my output over the last few years has been a bit sporadic. It’s why I’ve struggled at getting new Eruditoroum volumes out (or indeed revisions of the old ones), writing new Last War in Albion, or really doing anything that isn’t the weekly blog: because I literally have about 30 hours less a week to do it all in. I had hoped that I could make that balance work better, but I clearly can’t. And I’m coming towards a point where I might have to choose between trying to go back to writing full time and getting my output back towards where I can do weird projects like Neoreaction a Basilisk and get more books out or taking a full-time position somewhere and dramatically paring back my writing. As in, I’ve put an application for a full-time position at the place I’m working, and as it stands if I get it would give serious thought to taking it.
If that hapened, I would probably choose to focus on the weird side projects. I’d put books out occasionally and step back from blogging. The weekly grind makes money and is fun, but if I can only do one sort of thing it’s going to be the big ambitious stuff that takes more than a week to write. But I really don’t want to do that. I have ADHD (wow, this post is just full of confessions I’ve avoided making), and frankly a 9-5 job is really bad for my mental health. Writing is good for my mental health, and more fulfilling to boot. I really want to make wriitng work as a career. But to do that, it needs to pay more. About $15,000 a year more, specifically. Some of that can be achieved through book sales and Kickstarters. If I went back to writing full time I could commit to a book a year, and with it a Kickstarter a year. But the easiest route to that is via the Patreon, hence the $600 goal, which would make about $10k a year more for me and leave me confident I could get the rest from other sources and thus disinclined to take an a different job.
Now, some caveats about that. It will have to be a sustainable $600. One insane person who pledges $100 a post or something is not sustainable; I can’t trust that they woudn’t grow bored or have their financial circumstances change. It also has to be a $600 that’s willing to back me when I do things that aren’t Doctor Who. I’d be willing to let Patrons have some say in my direction, but I can’t just start grinding out weekly posts on Big Finish. So my specific next project is negotiable—I could be talked into doing Last War in Albion over the Tori Amos blog, for instance, or to some short run projects. (I’ve got a really fun six or seven post series in mind about novels teenage girls learned about sexuality from.) But it literally can’t be Doctor Who cause I’m gonna run out of episodes agian soon and have to wait until the Chibnall era ends to start up again. So, like, while I welcome your money under any circumstances, please think about that if you back to keep me blogging.
I’m also very willing to listen to other writing opportunities. If you own a platform that could publish me and want to talk to me about writing something, please get in touch. My email is snowspinner at gmail. I’m really open-minded as to how that $15k a year happens, so long as it happens in a way that feels reasonably sustainable.
To be clear, I might also end up continuing to awkwardly split time between blogging and the part time gig. As it stands, I’m just applying. But the underlying problems that make full-time work tempting aren’t going to go away, and the $600 figure remains the number at which I can guarantee that this isn’t a problem anymore by not only not taking the job but departing the part-time position as well and throwing my full attention back to writing in a way I haven’t been able to do since early 2016.
And look, if you can’t give or give more, I understand. Money is tight. I hate having to do this. I hate feeling like I’m guilting people into support. And I want you to know that regardless of what happens, my time writing Eruditorum is a highlight of my life. I will always be proud of the work I’ve done here. I will always be proud of the community we’ve built here. You are all wonderful and if it doesn’t work out so that I can keep doing this, I need you to know that I still love and appreciate every one of you.
But the long and short of it is that if you want an absolute guarantee that I will continue blogging for the long-term, my Patreon needs to go up to $600 a post. Here’s the link again.
P.S: Sorry about the massive volume of spam lately. We’re under a sustained attack that’s been resistant to our usual fixes. Anna thinks we’ve implemented a solution, so fingers crossed, but there’s a slight chance that legitimate comments aren’t going to go through. If you’re having trouble posting, drop me an e-mail. Again, snowspinner at gmail.